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08 April, 2009

Title: Too much to say...

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Dear Mana...

I have so much to tell you that I don't know where to start. Every time I repeat my tales... It'll show my weakness... The thing I hate the most (Mind you it's thing, not crime.) is WEAKLING! I hate showing my weakness or been a weakling. Anyway, I hate showing my weakness as it makes me feel vulnerable. I hate been helpless and useless and weak!

If only... If only I could never feel any pain or be hurt. If only I'm strong enough to protect everyone... The weak (although I hate them), my loved ones (although they are weak), etc.

I wish to be a princess. Enclosed and protected yet, strong and free. Complicated huh?! I know... But, isn't been random also a part of me?

There is so much I want to say... There is so much i want to share... Yet, who should I tell? Where should I cry? Where should I hid? Which part of my story should I share? None... None but me, myself and... maybe you too, Mana chan...

That's how I become independent... That's how I become strong... That's how I take care of myself... Ever since I was young... And... That's why... I don't believe in love...

I don't really know where to start but... At least with you, Mana chan... I'll be strong.

To be continue...

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Xx~Flying without wings~xX


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